What you want to do?
Hari ini dapat soalan paling susah daripada inche boss. Soalan tu lah. Satu kelemahan seketul muci ialah she's really keen with follow the flow which is not that good as basically I am not planning my life very well. Being a me, I am a person who lovessss to plan. And when things are not following what I have planned, I will be immerse with the sadness 😭
It sounds like an excuse... Ikr. Ahha. But then.. Being a follow with the flow human, I will make another 10 back up plans. Like I didn't expected to be in corporate field last year as I was in education line. But then towards the end of the year, made up where I am today.
What I really want to do? For the first 4 years after graduated, all I want is to build my personality that I can "campak je kat mana2 masih hidup".
My first year of working was horrible. After 4 months of working I started to question when I had to do things out of my jobscopes. It is such a bad attitude. But I am sharing here so my lovely freshies won't repeat things like me.
Today my boss told me. "To gain more, you have to give more. And I see that in you."
I am so touched that I almost nangis. Because I wasn't like that a year ago. It requires a lot of hard work. As I am now working in comel team, I gotta learn to switch task efficiently. There are days when I am super lazyyy but then I remember at how bad I want this job and "niatkan pergi kerja untuk ringankan kerja boss dan team you"-Mr H.
There are days when I am not on the right track. Cry badly while completing my jogging. Feeling bad on everything that I do. :'(
But alhamdulillah. He gives me colleagues that I can't describe how blessed and grateful I am. He grants me great friends around although I am far from my family.
Dear friends.. Juniors.. Anyone who are reading this.
The first is always the hardest. Share things to your loved ones. We are created in community to help each other. When words can't travel how heavy it feels, Allah knows. I hate when people say "kenapa nak kena share dengan orang, Allah kan ada."
If you can't alleviate someone's pain, don't add on the pain.
We are created by Allah in community to have one another. And Allah loves those who are helping others. 😊❤
P/s: tetiba teringin bingsu. :')))
Hari ini dapat soalan paling susah daripada inche boss. Soalan tu lah. Satu kelemahan seketul muci ialah she's really keen with follow the flow which is not that good as basically I am not planning my life very well. Being a me, I am a person who lovessss to plan. And when things are not following what I have planned, I will be immerse with the sadness 😭
It sounds like an excuse... Ikr. Ahha. But then.. Being a follow with the flow human, I will make another 10 back up plans. Like I didn't expected to be in corporate field last year as I was in education line. But then towards the end of the year, made up where I am today.
What I really want to do? For the first 4 years after graduated, all I want is to build my personality that I can "campak je kat mana2 masih hidup".
My first year of working was horrible. After 4 months of working I started to question when I had to do things out of my jobscopes. It is such a bad attitude. But I am sharing here so my lovely freshies won't repeat things like me.
Today my boss told me. "To gain more, you have to give more. And I see that in you."
I am so touched that I almost nangis. Because I wasn't like that a year ago. It requires a lot of hard work. As I am now working in comel team, I gotta learn to switch task efficiently. There are days when I am super lazyyy but then I remember at how bad I want this job and "niatkan pergi kerja untuk ringankan kerja boss dan team you"-Mr H.
There are days when I am not on the right track. Cry badly while completing my jogging. Feeling bad on everything that I do. :'(
But alhamdulillah. He gives me colleagues that I can't describe how blessed and grateful I am. He grants me great friends around although I am far from my family.
Dear friends.. Juniors.. Anyone who are reading this.
The first is always the hardest. Share things to your loved ones. We are created in community to help each other. When words can't travel how heavy it feels, Allah knows. I hate when people say "kenapa nak kena share dengan orang, Allah kan ada."
If you can't alleviate someone's pain, don't add on the pain.
We are created by Allah in community to have one another. And Allah loves those who are helping others. 😊❤
P/s: tetiba teringin bingsu. :')))
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